Sunday, June 28, 2009
shouldn't be blogging at such a time
but owells anyway i'm not in the mood to study for the time being
feeling bored shessh =X
but anyways as usual i've done lots of thinking heh
and i guessed i've been enlightened quite alot
hopefully i can find the courage to make changes
i know i can't save the past
it's too late already
i don't regret what i've done
i only regret what i didn't do
hopefully from now on, everything will be better ... ?
to all the people that i care about out there
i'll cherish you always and forever
no matter what happened between us before good,bad
doesn't really matter now
life's too short to hate
i don't want to let people that have meant so much to me slip through again
really hope for courage to take action
hopefully everything'll be fine =?
this is art, according to Ms Kim XD
but owells anyway i'm not in the mood to study for the time being
feeling bored shessh =X
but anyways as usual i've done lots of thinking heh
and i guessed i've been enlightened quite alot
hopefully i can find the courage to make changes
i know i can't save the past
it's too late already
i don't regret what i've done
i only regret what i didn't do
hopefully from now on, everything will be better ... ?
to all the people that i care about out there
i'll cherish you always and forever
no matter what happened between us before good,bad
doesn't really matter now
life's too short to hate
i don't want to let people that have meant so much to me slip through again
really hope for courage to take action
hopefully everything'll be fine =?
this is art, according to Ms Kim XD
what we could have been, 28.6.09.
Friday, June 26, 2009
sometimes
i regret doing the things i've done
i regret not doing the things that i should have done
but i think its too late to save the situation of the past
i can only work hard and make sure i dun do/think like that again!!
and why am i here!
should be studying! but owells so screwed hahah
anw its not As ppl just try your best and well, study harder for As (:
shit i really hate prison break its such a keep-you-at-the-edge-of-your-seat thriller
but it cheated my feelings i thought there would be a happy ending today shitzzz ZZ hahaha
i regret doing the things i've done
i regret not doing the things that i should have done
but i think its too late to save the situation of the past
i can only work hard and make sure i dun do/think like that again!!
and why am i here!
should be studying! but owells so screwed hahah
anw its not As ppl just try your best and well, study harder for As (:
shit i really hate prison break its such a keep-you-at-the-edge-of-your-seat thriller
but it cheated my feelings i thought there would be a happy ending today shitzzz ZZ hahaha
what we could have been, 26.6.09.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
sometimes i feel as though i'm all alone
all alone is this battle against life itself
do you mean what you really say?
if you don't
then i dun tink it should be said in the first place
all alone is this battle against life itself
do you mean what you really say?
if you don't
then i dun tink it should be said in the first place
what we could have been, 7.6.09.
i hate me, myself and I
imustbethemostimperfectgirlever
imustbethemostimperfectgirlever
what we could have been, 7.6.09.
Friday, June 05, 2009
GG luh!
addicted to this song already!!
haha introduced by dearest brenda
but no worries i only like the song
won't snatch him away from you lah brenda! hahaha
what we could have been, 5.6.09.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
its so ironic
so ironic when at a point of time
a person is feeling a certain way
and you try to symphatise with him/her and try to be there
then after he/she recovers
you realise you're not of any importance already
or
when a person is feeling a certain way and rants alot about it
and after everything you dun see him/her doing what he/she was actually complaining about
ironic
i tried to tell you before
i tried to say what i felt
but you din treat it seriously
you just say oh yah sometimes i also feel like that
fullstop no more
but you're already inside, you're already part of them
sometimes
only when you really undergo something
can you truly and fully understand how someone that went through it felt
i'm really confused with what i'm feeling
and i dun noe who to tell
why can't i get accepted as who i really am
do i really have to change to fit into the people in this stupid society?
change to a person that is not me
change to a person that is shaped by the people around
i personally find it disgusting seriously
and i tink at least i do my best
to try to accept everyone for who they are
yes i noe i still gossip/bitch/bastard
but i duno part of me still pities (but i dun tink i'll do anything LOL)
whatever
it doesnt matter if i vanished from this world anyway
so ironic when at a point of time
a person is feeling a certain way
and you try to symphatise with him/her and try to be there
then after he/she recovers
you realise you're not of any importance already
or
when a person is feeling a certain way and rants alot about it
and after everything you dun see him/her doing what he/she was actually complaining about
ironic
i tried to tell you before
i tried to say what i felt
but you din treat it seriously
you just say oh yah sometimes i also feel like that
fullstop no more
but you're already inside, you're already part of them
sometimes
only when you really undergo something
can you truly and fully understand how someone that went through it felt
i'm really confused with what i'm feeling
and i dun noe who to tell
why can't i get accepted as who i really am
do i really have to change to fit into the people in this stupid society?
change to a person that is not me
change to a person that is shaped by the people around
i personally find it disgusting seriously
and i tink at least i do my best
to try to accept everyone for who they are
yes i noe i still gossip/bitch/bastard
but i duno part of me still pities (but i dun tink i'll do anything LOL)
whatever
it doesnt matter if i vanished from this world anyway
what we could have been, 2.6.09.
was hell in a bad mood today
totally
for those who felt my wrath
i'm really sorry
just let me be like that for once
i'll be ok tml (:
and i wanna study!
like seriously sit down and MUG
but you now the feeling of lagging behind so much u dun really noe where to start from?
yea something like that
totally
for those who felt my wrath
i'm really sorry
just let me be like that for once
i'll be ok tml (:
and i wanna study!
like seriously sit down and MUG
but you now the feeling of lagging behind so much u dun really noe where to start from?
yea something like that
what we could have been, 2.6.09.
